January 12, 2014
I wondered around where I used to work, Book Soup, looking for a book that I ordered for the store, hoping it didn't get sold, because I really wanted to read it today. Charles Perrault is a favorite of mine due to the fact that I was raised with his fairy tales. I can never get enough of "The Sleeping Beauty" or "Little Red Riding Hood." My Mom used to read them to me as a child, and even though I can never remember the location or that whole day, I do have strong memories of her reading these stories to me. So once I was old enough to read them by myself, it was like another texture was layered on my memory of these stories. To bounce out the fairy tales I also purchased Haruki Murakami's "The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle" as well as a collection of short stories by Jack London.

Afterwards I took the bus line No. 2 to Amoeba Records to purchase vinyl copies of Tex Ritter and Ray Price. I never had an understanding or appreciation for Country recordings, but I decided I needed to make a giant leap into this world, with both feet first than head. My wish was to find a 10" version of their albums, because I wanted something from the 1950s to give it that authentic appeal, or what it is like to discover something from that era. But of course that is really impossible, because I am going back on someone else's nostalgia. Odd enough I really don't have that feeling for the past, so I need to either share or ride piggy-back on someone else's desires for the past. Luckily I found everything I desired, at that moment.
When I got home, I photographed all my new possessions. It is not enough just to have the books and recordings, but I also needed a photo representation of some sort as well. Photos to me are second-hand objects, a remembrance of things past.